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[Thursday
September 28th, 9:54pm]
moved to [info]acidbones [info]lipstickonpaper.
it's an old username i hardly ever used at all, but yeah. i'm there now.
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[Wednesday
September 27th, 3:19pm]
so yeah, he probably thinks i'm a freak now.

great :]

[Sunday
September 17th, 8:55pm]

LMFAO;
i look at her pictures and think WTF?

infatuation [Thursday
September 14th, 4:23pm]
i've never been happier in my life,
nothing could come between us
he is the most perfect boy and i love him
i love him for who is he, his trust, being
true to me, his devotion, and his empathy.


justin michael greene;
you make me complete and you make me whole
you mended my heart, you set me free, and you saved me



10/28/05
forever yours, and always mine ♥

[Monday
September 11th, 10:00pm]
[mood: calm]



the office (us) makes me happy, so does dwight schrute and jim =].
they all make me happy.

i'm a boring person,
i don't really have much to say.
i'm in love with my boyfriend,
still. =]
and i probably will be for a long ass time,
i'm gonna marry him.
one month and 17 days until our
one year anniversary !! ♥

goodnight. =]

[Tuesday
September 5th, 7:43pm]
[mood: content]



welp, since my last update i
  • dyed my hair black brown (actually, emmy dyed it for me) =]
  • went to the first varsity football game of the season
    and fried my brain from it
  • spent an entire weekend with my best friend, emmy
  • made it to the 10 month mark with my boyfriend ♥
  • have become a sophomore and i wasn't nervous, but it dragged on and on forever
  • have become fond of disney movies that (in secret) have a rated-r moral
    for example: the hunchback of notre dame
  • have fallen in love with breakdancing to hip-hop music
  • have wanted to learn my acoustic guitar
  • have officially been on a roof
  • don't like eating anymore, hahha
  • have learned to never hitch a ride with alex & mark
    when you want to eat out for lunch at school
  • and my character, shawncy mather's birfday is today =]]
  • so is brandon willey's
  • but he doesn't love me anymore, ='[
  • so in the name of the gay guy on the longest yard:
  • "whateva, back freckles!"
  • NEW LAYOUT [Thursday
    August 31st, 2:33pm]

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    [Wednesday
    August 30th, 12:03am]
    [mood: sad]


    It's just one of those nights I wish I could go over to his house and watch Reno with him. It's one of those nights where I wish we were still best friends. It's one of those missing pieces that will never fade, but probably never be put back together or found ever again.

    i hate colds! [Thursday
    August 10th, 12:06pm]
    [mood: sick]


    1) Where was your last kiss?
    last night, in my driveway ♥

    2) What color boxers/underwear are you wearing?
    my electric blue underwear that says MUDD on the butt with white lettering =]

    3) What are you listening to right now?
    i'm watching lost in translation

    4) Whats your favorite number?
    6, 9, 18, 21, 24

    5) When was the last time you smiled?
    just a few minutes ago at the movie

    6) How is the weather right now?
    gorgeous, and sunny

    7) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
    my answering machine, lol || probably justin

    15) Do you wear contacts?
    nope

    17) Favorite Month?
    october and june

    18) Have you ever cried for no reason?
    there always has to be a reason to cry,

    19) What was the last movie you watched
    lost in translation, right now =]

    20) Last movie you saw in the theaters?
    pirates of the caribbean: dead man's chest

    21) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
    nah, but i'd rather have the guy ask me

    22) Last advice you received?
    i don't remember

    23) What was the highlight of your weekend/week so far?
    seeing justin off the train from his three weeks in chicago,
    getting to spend all day with him on monday,
    going to the beach/john's house to swim/the texan with a bunch of everybody


    24) Chocolate or Vanilla?
    white chocolate

    26) Where is the last place you went?
    the texan, at 9:30 at night

    27) What did the last message on myspace say?
    hha, that's private ;]

    28) Who was the last person to call you?
    justin, probably

    31) Favorite color?
    baby blue, yellow, red-violet

    32) What are you wearing?
    charlie's angels shirt and underwear

    33) What were you doing before this?
    watching lost in translation & eating breakfast

    34) Any pets?
    three yellow labradors and one german shepherd,
    oh and a bunch of fish in our pond (mainly catfish)


    35) Favorite Drink?
    water, iced cappuccino, chocolate milk

    36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
    buttered, even though it sometimes makes me feel nauseous

    37) Dogs or Cats?
    ehh, it's hard to choose

    38) Favorite flower?
    roses and daises

    39) When was the last time you got in trouble?
    idk,

    41) Have you ever loved someone?
    i do right now very much ♥

    42) Who/what would you like to see right now?
    whitefish pt./tahquamenon falls,
    a few old friends,
    my lovely boyfriend's smiling face


    43) Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
    yeah, jenny-ann =] and i still talk to dani

    44) Have you ever fired a gun?
    nope

    45) Do you like to travel by plane?
    never have

    46) What websites do you go to often?
    livejournal, myspace

    47) If you could be anywhere right now, where would you go?
    whitefish pt./tahquamenon falls ♥!!

    48) How many pillows do you sleep with?
    quite a lot, but just one for my head

    49) Are you missing someone?
    yes

    50) How is your day?
    good, so far
    but i have a headcold right now and it sucks balls =[

    [Thursday
    August 10th, 12:00am]
    [mood: grateful]


    My layout, my mood image, everything just describes how I'm feeling right now. Today was just wonderful. I got to get out and be myself like I haven't in a long time. I've felt trapped for the past two months and I actually got to be free today. I got to be with my boyfriend all day today, again. I got to see Aleah for the first time all summer. I got to be with her, Stephenie, Justin, of course, John, Shane. It was just wonderful. We spent most of the day at the state park beach. Justin, me, Shane, and Steph all got soaking wet. Then the boys and I went to John's to swim in his pool, which was freezing!, and then we went out to the Texan afterwards around 9:30 since the Great Wall was closed, but we had a lot of fun. Our waiter was this tall, skinny guy with glasses, a blue American Eagle collar shirt and a black studded belt, one that you'd find easily at Hot Topic. So I thought, awe. =] But Shane had the volume of a friggin microphone the whole time we were in there. I actually got along with John by the end of the day, ("That's love") and I got a good twenty misquito bites on my back that are shaped like big giant tears. Maybe my back was sad and needed to cry, hahha, I don't know, but I had the greatest time. And Justin was so sweet, he gave me the change from our restaurant bill money which was nine dollars. I thought it was really sweet and it said in the car that the day would not have been worth it at all if I hadn't had a good time. And to that I said, "I'm gonna marry you." And we both smiled. =]

    I'm a romantic, but I love him to death and couldn't/wouldn't wish for another life. ♥ Basically, I couldn't be happier.

    [Wednesday
    August 9th, 12:56pm]
    [mood: aggravated]

    I really need to find my camera soon!, because I just cut a new, short layer and it looks fantastic, but I have no camera right now to show it off, =] because I lost it somewhere in my room. =[ So I'm gonna look for it sometime today before or after the beach, and soon I'll have a picture of my new hair layer.

    [Tuesday
    August 8th, 10:37pm]

    [mood: blah]
    [music: a perfect circle - judith (renholder mix)]


    so i've realized now that i've lost and gained many things. for one, i've lost a lot of weight in my stomach and i have a new haircut that i'm satisfied with. my heart still belongs to justin and he's back from chicago. on the other hand, i've grown a distance, an invisible line between my best friends (that i can't even consider them that anymore) and myself, a very thick line.

    at least i'm getting farther and farther with my book. i've done a lot of research for the story lately and now i have three new communities waiting to become a success.

    one
    two
    three

    what is it with me and pink, lately?
    and surveys.
    now "the island" is one of my favorite movies,

    so on saturday, i got ready all day and then around 8:00, justin's grandparents and i drove down to flint to the train station to pick him up from his visit in chicago. we waited for about an extra hour just for the stinking train to come while in the process, three different trains zoomed by with about 50 boxcarts. so finally, when the amtrak pulled in and the moment that justin got off it, i ran up to him and gave him the biggest hug, i just would not let go. then we went to applebee's and had a really late dinner there. i kept wanting to hold justin's the hand the whole we were waiting for our food and i kept leaning on him. on the way home, we kept laying on each other and there was a moment where tears started swelling in my eyes as i looked up at the guy who i knew would always be a part of my life, a part of my world, the guy i saw my future with. i smiled and held him all the rest of the way home.



    another survey )

    [Tuesday
    August 8th, 1:32am]
    [ music | bloodsimple - the leaving song ]

    mm, so i got to hang out with my baby all day long and it made me so happy. it was the first full day i got to spend with him in three weeks. ♥

    veggie dip )

    saving you. [Saturday
    August 5th, 5:58am]
    justin comes home tonight! )

    [Friday
    August 4th, 2:37am]
    [ music | rihanna - final goodbye ]

    i'll just keep pretending )

    teh_headfones !! [Monday
    July 31st, 1:14pm]

    [info]teh_headfones [info]teh_headfones
    [info]teh_headfones [info]teh_headfones
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    the music sharing community for checkerd [me, of course].
    do you want free music? join this community and you shall receive.
    would you like to share your own music with others? check out the co-moderation post.

    so, [Monday
    July 31st, 3:50am]
    i can't stop listening to my ipod
    i should be sleeping, but i'm not [again]
    i wish i was skinny, skinny, skinny
    and i have this weird fetish with my backside,
    likee, i love how clean my back is (no pimples, nothing)
    and it's the tannest spot on my body,
    and it curves beautifully.
    wow, i'm bored and have no life.

    [Monday
    July 31st, 1:32am]
    so happy birthday to j.k. rowling and harry potter.

    i miss justin so much. =[

    [Monday
    July 31st, 1:02am]
    [ music | ♪ nelly furtado - try ]

    okay, so i'm staying here. i don't want to move back to [info]lipstickonpaper, but i'm not sure if i'll ever put it up for adoption. i'm done with my music community, [info]teh_headfones, so check it out and see if you'd like to join to get free music. =]

    [Saturday
    July 29th, 6:30pm]
    [ music | vertical horizon - everything you want ]

    you know those moments where you felt like you actually did something right for once in your life and it sticks that way for the rest of the day? *sighs happily* i've finally overcome my fear. i did it. =]

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